I don't feel worth the company I keep. I don't feel worth their time or effort. Why hasn't everyone abandoned me already? How could I ever repay them for staying with me, comforting me, telling me what my mind knows to be true over and over again because my heart doesn't believe it. I could not. There is nothing I could do to show them how much it meant, how much it means that they are here for me, even when I have nothing to give.
So I sit alone in silence, and cry to myself. Because I cannot put that burden on anyone else.
-Randa
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